Omg, its the 4th anniversary since SHINee first debut. I love them since they debut. They totally make my secondary school life rocks. From them and then I started KPOP with my friends. Ah, those days when we randomly sing and dance to the songs.Those KPOP haters, I don't care. ^^ Though I'm not as crazy as I was back then, but I still love them. Because they really light up my sec life. Bringing friends together. omggggggg. 

Still rmb SHINee went ylbfb,  THATS WHEN I REALLY REALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM. OMGGGGGGG. Jonghyun was the first to catch my eyes. Smexy looks. He's not as muscular as now, yea, THIS PROVE I DON'T JUST LIKE MUSCULAR MAN OK PEEPS LOL. omg im seriously hyped up. NOW I REALLY SOUND LIKE SOME KPOP FREAK. WHATEVER. ONCE IN A WHILE, ITS OKAY.

kk my mood is down again -_- bb

ah whatever. im going to sleep

Man, I know many people want to tell me this. I know I really am a burden. Ah, I'm really trying not to be one. Sigh, its a burden to be a burden. You know what I mean? Damn, ok, I shouldn't be that negative. 

I'll just go with the flow. See where it'll bring me. But i'll still try.

Yes omg, wedding. Isn't it pretty just to see the bride and the groom, just so touching to see :') .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjPqBumlvOo

Watch this, its so beautiful (; .

ok well, obviously I am jealous right? :p Back to reality, damn school! I am seriously regretting to hope poly life would start faster. Its just too bad I can't go back. Ah, examinations are coming, but guess what? I haven't start my revision. What?! What just happen to me. I really forgotten how and when will I study for my exams. My time is just fucked up now. Everyday going to school at a different timing, coming home at a weird timing too. Its just so hard to have a proper time management, I just suck at it. 

I just hope I can understand those modules well, because right now, I don't. Good for those who can really pay attention and get what the lecturer is saying during class. Really. I just can't concentrate in class because a laptop is infront of me. I can go any websites. Its not like secondary school right, strict teachers, no electronic devices in classroom. Oh, those times! This is why everybody says Poly students need to control themselves and poly life is almost all about freedom. Well, I guess I like to be  controlled? lol. 

Anyway, today I went for my FrightFest audition with Luocheng and Jasmine. OMFG, ITS FREAKING AWKWARD. Those things that they asked us to do, its fucking awkward I swear! I think I've been through a few auditions in my life, and this is the worse. If I ever got in, I just want to thank myself for being so awkward. Kidding!!! I keep sighing after the audition, because its just so awkward. AWKWARD AWKWARD AWKWARD (AND ON AND ON). Ok, i know you get the point. but i just want to say, ITS FUCKING AWKWARDDDDDDDDDDD.

okok, bb. Its super late now. I just don't feel like sleeping. Slap me! Because I on-ed my aircon. AND ITS SUPA COMFORTABLEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :3 I should just lie on my bed and think of my life. ... ... .... Boring. ok

Yes I am back. Current drama I'm watching now is Rooftop Prince. Micky never fails to make to me melt. His smile and his cheeks are just so cute. Well, this drama is definitely recommended! I'm also watching The King2Hearts, totally a different kind of drama if I compare it with Rooftop Prince, but both are nice. King2Hearts are just playing around with your feelings, it just goes up and down. 

Today I wanna talk about Words. Why words? It's because of verbal insults. I'm kidding. But seriously, even if its a joke, sometimes you take it seriously too right? I'm sorry if I ever offended anyone. Sometimes you just have to take it easy, give it a cool face, then curse and swear inside. I did that, yes. My face probably had showed something, I never know, but yea. Fuck it. It just kind of make me stronger somehow. Though I'm hurt. 

I want to leave it alone too. But somehow, something's stopping me. 

kk, sorry for the crap. I'm having constipation I think. ); Stomach upsettttt. Why am I saying out here? lolol 

I was wrong about everything, yes. Thought life would get happier and better, but no. It sucks ttm! And I know I'm dumb, I do not need people to keep reminding me that. What's new right? Have to swallow everything. Fuck poly. lol. 

Boooooo, its currently 1250am, which is a Saturday now. Can you believe time passed so fast now after school starts? What is this! Next week will be the third week of school and the week I have to present my concept for my project. I'm so afraid. Hope my group do well, have that mixed feelings. Wanted to be chosen or not. Chosen, have that super great feeling of satisfaction and success, but at the same time, being stressed up all over again. 

And anyway, I just want to talk a little about trust. 

Its sucha hard word that brings great responsibility. When someone say... "I trust you". Suddenly, the world is on your shoulder. Do you have that feeling before? I bet everyone has. Even if its like a random comment from your friend. Well, its super hard to trust one person. Seriously. If you trust someone, its like you're giving them a chance. Don't you think so? Let them prove they are something. This is scary. I'm scared of betraying other people's trust. So afraid of not doing something well and pulling them down. Doesn't matter if I'm alone, but I'm on the same boat with people. Damn. 

Man, I'm getting too random talking about something again. OHHHHHHHHHHH and how I wish I can compose a song so randomly inspired by my own feelings. That would be the coolest thing eva! Jason Mraz's songs are amazing. :3 Luv it. luvsssssss.

ok 107am. washed face, and have a Jason Mraz (songs) night. (; 

omg this is already the second week of school. How fast can this be. Know why I don't want the time to pass so fast? I don't want to do assignments. Bitchplease. LOL Actually school is quite ok after getting to know more classmates (: I mean like, hanging out with them during breaks and complain about lectures, cam-whoring is sure one way to become closer haha! Its just one week, hope the friendship would strengthen. 

Gawdddd, I'm very shy and lacking of confidence to speak up to the crowd ); Haha, I bet most of you would say NO to this statement. Bitchplease. But seriously, -_- ... I'm only pro at shouting nonsense. k, my entry has no meaning already. I'll go back watching King2Heart. 

AND, I AM USING BITCHPLEASE/FLIP/FAKE NOW. O M G. CANNOT STOP -_-