Dijie. ♥

Encouraging

2012-01-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

Boo! I had not been posting much? There was a time I wanted to post my blog entry already, but sadly, something bad happened and my whole blog entry was gone, fuuu! But well, I'm inspired by Dangerous Boys, so I wanted to post eagerly now. Just watched Dangerous Boys Ep 5. Seriously a good variety show. It shows how 5 boys are going to change their life.

One of time, HweeHoon(?) , not very sure about the spelling of his name, but the pronouciation is almost there. I think he changed a lot from episode one, oh and, I recommand you to watch the show haha. He curse and swear a lot from episode one, not wanting to dance and just want to give up. But now, no matter how hard he fell to the ground, he stood up and start training again.

For one person to change, they must have their friends to support them, listen to good words, have the determination, someone to push them forward, someone to correct their mistakes, have a positive mind, speak up, express themselves, etc?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, alright bye! what a random bye :p

Tolerance

2011-12-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

hi ok as usual im gonna make this a short post? hehe cos i need to head to bed soon, tmr im working!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm well, this few days, thick skin-ly say, I really did improved lmao. ok anyway, my point is......... i have great tolerance during work, wow? haha! I just do whatever they asked me to do, i really tried my best. To those who give me fuckup face, though im seriously pissed off, i go home then complain ok, i still smile to them and do what they say, zai bo. lol. BUT, everyone's workplace would have that someone you dislike right haha. okie nights

R E L A X

2011-12-19T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hi! I love today, today no work, i just sat in front of the computer whole day and watch movies. I woke up at 2pm, the greatest thing, no one disturb, i said no one, but there is something that bothers me, construction work. Argh, the drilling just woke me up, and pee. My pee. Just too urgent so i have to get up from my bed and pee lol. This is just so nice, I'll catch another movie later. Ah, then there's work tmr again, sigh. Hope it'll be okay (; .

Broken Glass

2011-12-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Oh hi, I'll make it a quick and probably short post? Depending on the rate I'm typing of course, I think I'm fast! 8000words/s. Okay, I'm obviously joking. Working this few days, but of course, not full time. I'm already feeling like shit. Today, is my fourth day at work. And guess what? I took my first orders today! Ok I'm a freaking noobie ); I took 2 person's orders, luckily it went well and I didn't order it wrongly. My first customer...... * drums roll *, a japanese handsome young man! LOL Fortunately he knows how to speak english, hehe.

Oh look at my post title... kind of sad right? On my second day of work, I broke a cup. On the second day of my work, what the fuck? Seriously? I"m super useless, I have no strength, I'm so disappointed of myself. Why am I so weak? I can't even carry more than 4 cups. I think 3 max? Seriously, blame myself -_- . Sigh, and guess what?! I swallowed my tears, that is seriously the greatest thing, haha just kidding. I'm just seriously glad I didn't cry out. My tears were on the brink of falling, rolling down my shining cheeks (oily, joking!). I'm just...... Brave? haha. I didn't cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :D

ok good night. Tmr work 10am to 10pm. Let's hope I'm able to cope with it with my useless strength. I got to be strong! *winks*.

Nervous (!!!!!!)

2011-12-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

For the first time whoo~, ok you can't hear my voice but actually, I'm singing! Haha! Today is the first day of my job, though I'm still a trainee, I tried my best, really! Haha thanks Minqian for being there! I'm really nervous and scared ); Tmr marks my independence day, just kidding. I'm going work alone, take bus alone, take to myself, listen to emo songs... haha, and opening. Oh my god, I'm so shy... haha! I can't greet, really... This is harder than oral, as everything was in Japanese. Torrisma, etcetc I don't know the spelling, ahhhh. I must try speaking louder and remember to add the Japanese word behind, and....... I'm alone............... t-t. I hope I can sweep and mop the floor. O.O , because I don't do chores at home...

ok good luck Dijie, SMILE and overcome. Please, be brave.

Up at this hour?!

2011-12-10T02:54:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm up at this hour! Like seriously?! I should be sleeping before 11pm! Sigh, I've been sleeping lately nowadays, just wanna spend more time with my beloved computer and parents before I go to work. Dam why I so suaku? 16 but I'm working for the first time haha. Ok I'm a pampered child... Haha. Can't deny this fact! I don't even dare to touch others' tissues and now I even have to clean the tables and stuff after people eat finish, I seriously broke my own record.

Oh and, I miss studying. This is so random because I just graduated (olvl finish) like 3 weeks ago, I THINK. haha, 14nov.. Ok, it's not even 1 month! And school for other level students haven't even start too and here I am missing studying.. I really want to do Amaths lol! Weird weird weird. Ok I should sleep now! It's 3am sharply on my phone! Good night!

For the first time.

2011-12-08T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back! After so long! Oh my god, my busy November had ended haha! Well, I've really enjoyed my November, let me see.

14 November O level finish, and went out with MADS.
15 November went out with MADS.
16 November went out with MADS. (?)
18 - 20 November Class Chalet.
22 - 24 November stay over at Mq's house and Redcamp8
29-30Nov 1-2Dec Genting with MADS.
6 December pool with 4/6 peeps
7 December Job interview with MADS and meet up with Primary school mates

And seriously, THE LAST ONE. JOB INTERVIEW, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG, ITS MY FIRST TIME! :D I'm so nervous when I got there! Ok, though the interview was dam simple, filling up form, talked to the person in charge, he asked us some questions etc, but still, we're all dam nervous. After that, went Far East with MADS, and then went Scape to meet Peiwen Angela Simin Micheele Junyu Quinten GuoQin haha.

Around the night time, I GOT THE PHONE CALL, I WAS HIRED, OMG. I'm the first to be called hehe. Gah. then its Minqian, I went out of Scape called her and scream and shout LOL. I was that excited, seriously. But I'm still dam worried and nervous. Mq would start work today but mine's on Monday hmm. LOL. April's on friday but different outlet. I hope we all would do fine. :D

On Monday, I will not show my fear to anyone I hope T-T. I seriously dam scared, well, I'm being called the pampered kid in school, obviously, my parents fetch me to school and from school, I've never do chores.......... yea.......... lol. Now I'm going to work, gah. wheeeeee omg zzzzzzzzzz mixed feelings lol! I'm like insane right? Its just working as a waitress but I'm making a fuss, haha.

Anyway, I missed my Genting trip with my MADS. That's the second time going to Genting with my friends, with more this time. And I love them a lot a lot. Though sometimes misunderstandings still happen among us, I still love them a lot. My secondary school best friends, like them few only. The ones whom I always go out with are also them. The one I talked to when I'm troubled also them haha. Seriously? keke. Oh and I'm so honoured la. Their first time is with me.....

Oh what are you thinking? HAHA. I mean their first time sitting on CorkScrew HAHA. I pulled Mq to play. In the end she loved it! Then sy and april was super unwilling, but most of the rides were closed down, so sy agreed to play corkscrew then april agreed though unwilling too, haha! April epic scream, i cannot stop laughing! Well, they don't dare to sit again, but if there's another time we would go to Genting again, I will pull them to sit again hehe. Can't wait to go Universal Studio with them soon :D

ok, so much for reminiscing the past. ...

What camp? RED CAMP 8!

2011-11-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

Anyone missed Red Camp 8?!?! ITS YOUR LOSS! Seriously, its awesome! All those SLs, best of the best! Cheers, best of the best! I AM A C I AM A C I AM A C E N T U R I O N. Yes! I'm a Centurion! Anyone reading my blog? HI THERE! CENTURIONS ROCKS! :D Well, this 3 day camp without staying overnight, but i stayed at mq's house, haha! I love it! hehe, poly life seems great seriously!

If I get in Ngee Ann, i'll consider joining SL. heheheheheheheh ok i lazy post, suddenly my hand so sour! omfg. bb

Happy Birthday?

2011-11-07T09:37:00.003+08:00

AH, happy birthday to me (; . Well, from young, I don't really like my birthday. And yea, I still don't like it now either. I'm not sure why, but I just don't like it. Well, it's not that I can't celebrate this year, I don't care either o.o I only like the date of my birthday. Ah, lol. -____-

ok probably gonna buy sth and give it to myself later. heh. Oh well, and words can't describe how much i disliked you now. You never know. I seriously HATE you. (; sorry but hatred is taking over me this few days. It made me hate you even more + i dislike my birthday oh well.

On the brighter side, oh yea! It's exactly 1 week to my freedom. ^^ END-OF-O-LEVEL. I can't wait. ^^. Oh and thanks to my Mads I first time have a surprise birthday in whatsapp. That's so cute lol!

The pain of parting is nothing to the joy of meeting again.

2011-11-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since I've blogged! Its the O level period man. I left 7 papers! Go dijie! You can do it! I just pray hard I don't slack tmr haha. I just wanna say something... I love 4/6.

I like 2011, as the time spent with 4/6 is more. Well, 3e2 was great too, but we wasn't that close. Ah I'll miss everything with you guys. Those epic moments, almost everyone has it right? (; Rumours? Oh well, almost everyone got it too! Haha! Hmm all those outings we had, memorable! We all went on stage together for student voices, I guessed we gain many haters, but who cares right? I know people are jealous... ok just kidding guys. ); I love those cheers we had. Thats the best! Where everyone's voice merged into one! haha.

I really can't wait for chalet! haha! And In 10 years down the road, I really wonder what would we look like, what would we be? Will we be able to recognise each other? Sigh... ok i love you all

Turn Back

2011-10-21T01:13:00.004+08:00

yay I'll be active on blogger again. haha, I've been sleeping so late this few days haix. Time to rant haha.

Why did you turn back when you have to leave? Why did you say that? Why didn't you said goodbye? Things would have been much easier if you'd a proper goodbye. Nowadays people are like this huh. They just leave you without saying a word.

And some people are really hard to guess, really. Let me rephrase, I meant, EVERYONE. Nowadays there aren't any truthful people. What has this world become? Or did I grow up a little already? When I was young? I don't give a dam to people. I mean, unlike now. I love primary school. "I don't friend you." Then you'll ignore that person.

Isn't it just cool? When you're young, you just do what you like and what you don't like. Because in the end, you'll be forgiven because you're still young. But now? people only remember the mistakes you made, but rarely remember what good you did. Unless whatever you do are just as perfect. Which is an obvious impossible.

oh crap, I'm thinking too much again. And HI to people who are reading. Good night! I have a table tennis match tmr! (just game)

Lost trust

2011-10-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

Well, I've graduated, yes I did. Now I'm preparing for the final battle. But some things just got in my way. Procrastination, I bet that's what everyone's trying hard to fight against with too. Its like ... the worse thing you can fight against with when you're studying, and that really sucks. Because the hard-working mode I have can only last no longer than 5 minutes. I really need motivation and determination. Save me.

Well, trust is really something that you need to build up. I've lost it. I can't even trust myself too. So what's up to me to give people a chance to prove them right? but sometimes, I found out something that I shouldn't. Primary School saying, "Say people say yourself." true, we're always saying about people, yet its contradicting. We're doing the same thing. Oh this is what human do right?

And for myself, I can't seem to improve my temper. But I know some where far far far far away, some one would love me just the way I am. I agree I am really short-tempered haha. What's wrong? Everyone is, its just the matter of how to would express it. For me, I like to be straight forward sometimes. Sorry if I pissed anyone off, probably because you pissed me off first too.

Ah so much for the ranting, I can only do so here. I know someone would be looking at this post, so HI! ^^ Good luck for those having O levels this year~ gahhh, I wanna crap much here. Since this is MY blog.

Oh man, its always 1am and I'm here blogging, ahh. I haven't really yawn you know! I'm probably too worked up. Not sure why. My day never been happy for 24/7 before Probably because life isn't perfect. You gotta agree with this! haha. And oh! Nowadays I'm so so into Zodiac! All because of twitter haha! Man, i gotta tweet less now.

Yes, things I wanna change

my attitude
my tweeting habit
procrastination level
........ not sure.

I gained haters. Or probably I'm always just dealing with people who don't like me but just pretending? oh well, my wild thoughts are coming again. S h i t, then i'll wonder and doubt and suspect and blame..... -.- Bad bad bad habit, so I'll change a few more

Reduce wild thoughts
stop thinking too much
Stop doubting

ah oh pretending is just so hard. It really hurts sometimes. Why can't I be straight forward for some things? Dam, haha. Because it'll hurt me and the others ohohoh okay. Am i like talking to myself? Haix, I'm a loner *music starts playing CN Blue Loner.* ok, this is really crap.

ok good night

Counting down.

2011-10-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

18 more days to O level. Oh my god. I just cannot believe it seriously, how can 4 years be up so fast? I was just starting to really get used of studying and started to be close to 4/6 after 1 and a half years. Stupid school, they should have secondary three camp seriously, how can they bond us so strong during secondary 1 and secondary 2 and then separates us into different classes and then not having camp is very hard for us to be bonded together hmm.

But after several outings, became close to the class. Now I can't bear to leave them ... I love you 4/6 ^^. and ok i really need to sleep. lol

Disappointed

2011-09-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

I guess I've expected too much, now it brings me down too much. I've never thought things would become like this. Why must it like this? But I didn't expect the results would be such tragic. However, some people just don't understand how I felt. Unless they've been through the same.

The moment I saw those numbers, I was dumbfounded, and little beads of tears roll down my cheeks. ...... ........ .........

Are you kidding?

2011-09-19T14:53:00.003+08:00

Omg, this web page I've open it like few hours ago, I just woke up from my nap. AH, Having naps seriously rock (; But It's so sickening when I've set alarm and I snooze for 3 times, and off it haha. And this would case me to have lesser time to study. But today, I would study in the night, hehe. Last 2 papers tmr!!!! However...

This is the countdown I've made on my computer desktop. O m g. Are you kidding me? 35 more days to O LEVEL. Crap man, this time round's Prelims, I'm so not going to do well. Shit me please, Slap me, Whack me, Bash me, Slice me, Slash me, Slit me etc ); ahhhhhhhh

Nothing

2011-09-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

The Light

2011-09-06T17:37:00.002+08:00

Omg been busy with school nowadays! haha! Quite? Lazy me, slack me, I'm always at home, lazing around using computer. Fucking unproductive, smack me. All my notes are half written -____- And haix, everyday going school at 7am... Okay, I'm almost late every time but not so late okay.

Today so unlucky!!!!!! ); Yesterday was having headache + flu + doing English frantically! Then neglecting one of the summary, I went to sleep, this morning, I forgotten to put my foolscap into my bag! How silly of me right? Haix~ );

ok I need to go off now to meet April for tuition~ Maths again haha!

Seriously

2011-09-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

gahhhhhhhh, unproductive today. Many thoughts going around my head once again. Seriously what's up with that face, and no greetings and .. whatever. gosh I hate this feeling.

Emotional

2011-08-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Gosh I'm freaking emotional!!!!!! Why why tell me why!!!!!!! Seriously, It's been like this since long ago, I'm not sure when but, seriously, I'm gawd dam sensitive. Whenever some sad song is played, I feel like crying. Whenever some touching scenes is showing, I feel like crying (probably already crying) Things that weren't suppose to be crying at, I cried. Why? Seriously lol

I'm a cry baby? Perhaps, you can say that. But I don't cry for any motive okay. Unlike some people, cry to catch attention, I cry because my heart became soft and my tears came out. Making me feel weak in front of others, but what can I do? Its hard to hold it in too. I will get internal injury if I hold in. lol! SO I JUST CRY OUT LMAO. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

That girl

2011-08-27T10:30:00.002+08:00

I wanna be a nerd

2011-08-18T22:52:00.005+08:00

I want to be a nerd! So I can ignore anything else and concentrate on studies only!!!

Too bad I couldn't be one, aww ); Comparison of last year and this year, it's totally different. I'm not really nervous when I'm getting my results, I cried because I blame myself for not doing well, and being embarrassed. This year, I worked hard, and I got a better results. I really want to thank myself for waking up and start to work hard. But too bad I didn't meet my goals. So I wanted to try again, since it brings no harm even if I'd do worse than this time round. (Oh and I was talking about the Chinese O level results)

And seriously, being a nerd rock suddenly. But I can't be one. Because I don't know how to be. Argh

I love your Smile

2011-08-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

I love that Smile like seriously! Haha, be it manners or whatever. I guess you won't even read this shit. So yea, I'll just blog it out! I'm not sure whether it faded or what, maybe its just habit? Or... I don't know. Don't wish to know.

School nowadays 's about A Maths, like wtf please. I am sick and tired of doing maths. I have other subjects to do omfg. What happen to all your spoken words? That's all bullshit? You really have no idea what's with all the noises that happened today in class. Hah, joke much.

Should I put back my pathetic tag board which not much people will tag on it? Hmm, lazy me. I wanna stalk peopel and read their blog. But apparently, I lost all the links. And know what my Horoscope tells me?!

"Someone will give you a wonderful new idead about how to get things done more efficiently. You really should let go of your pride and listen, even if it's a person you've been rivals with in the past."

Like seriously? I so agree I held on to my pride tightly, sometimes its really hard for me to let go. I won't listen, neither would I speak sometimes. I have no fucking idea what's wrong with me! Haha. Bizarre? Thanks. And bye. #Random ==

Flip The Bird

2011-08-14T14:45:00.004+08:00

HI! It's been quite a while since I've posted huh! I'm just furious so I came here to rant! Like seriously!!! YOU are so unreasonable. You talked sense out of us, I respect you. But as time pass, you forgotten what you've said. And gave us so many home works. It takes time to complete it. Do you know, some of the questions have its level of difficulty. And to us, copying from the better solution is the only solution. You did not even go through them. You only expects us to go to you and ask, or ask our group members.

Do you even know that, sometimes we can't even understand our friends' solutions? Some of us didn't even bother understanding. What's the point seriously? Thanks for not giving us up. But you gotta do your part other than giving so many home works, asking us back on Saturdays, even on holidays. People like us students dare not speak up because we know we'll lose it to you.

You're a great talker, how do we even win you? Ah. I'm too mad!!!!!!!!!!!! );

I want you to go through home works!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you give me a lot of home works, but you would go through it and give a reasonable dead line, I wouldn't mind okay. I like A maths, don't make me dislike it. Its something that I can score better than the others -__________- .

Singapore Tour

2011-08-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

SO LONG NEVER POST HEH. BUT HI. I'll skip everything that's in the past! haha! Today was a super great and tiring day! We had a Singapore Tour! Obviously is 4/6's haha. We went City hall mrt and thats it. Esplanade, the Float, Singapore flyer, Marina Bay Sands, Marina Barrage, Lao Ba Sar. Cool or what? haha. Had so much fun (;

Drugged

2011-07-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i've posted? Its sunday, since it've already passed 12am. Nowadays i've been thinking alot again, because i'm watching drama! HAHA! Well, City Hunter's really nice, 3 more episode, then i'm done. For Heartstrings, i'm waiting for episodes every week. And for Love Keeps Going, i've been neglecting it. Then i wondered, am i really having O level this year? -_-

Why am i watching dramas? FML. Why am i so lazy? Why can't i control? Why can't i stop? Why can't i start behaving better? Why can't i be nicer? Why can't we have a conversation more than 1 hour nicely? Why can't i talk without shouting?

kk, whatever. I have so much flaws. Blogging helpes? idk. I'm just saying my worries publicly. Those inside worries, its hard to find someone to talk to anymore.

Botanic Garden

2011-07-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Tiring day. Morning woke up, that feeling was super great, lying in my bed, slacking, enjoying the aircon, DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL, then i fell asleep again! haha! then went Jurong point for lunch! At Fig & Olive. Quite nice~ But super full ); . kk, then went shopping blabla. Finally got the shoes i wanted! Not red but orange, please dijie don't regret! LOL

In the afternoon, went Botanic Garden for Greenridge Symphonic Band performance! Gah super nice la! ): WIshed i joined, if it's last year! Because of o level, wanted more time to do homework, so didn't go band. In the end... nvm you should know. ~.~

gah, i became numb.

I want my Peter Pan.

2011-07-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Heartstrings

2011-07-17T21:25:00.004+08:00

Feel like posting after watching Heartstrings. Really a nice show. it's by Yonghwa and Park Shin Hye. Maybe because of the songs, i cried like upteen times. Just kidding, i could say its like i cried every episode, it's been 6 episodes till now. Will watch it more next time. (; Cause the other episodes haven't come out.

Hmm, guess i'm thinking alot now again, that's why i came here to post. I no longer want to hold any grudges. Let it be. This is life, i can't do anything about it anyway. And i guess i'm glad i stopped the urge. Just have to control. Since maybe i would probably bother you, and you probably didn't want it to. So better not embarassed myself? haha. Gah. Been sucha long time. Silly me.

Train Track.

2011-07-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

Great day today though tiring! Had AMaths test in the morning, haix. Where did my basic goes. Argh, i fucking hate careless mistake. Seriously, i spend 20minutes on a question. The last 5 minutes, i realise my fucking mistake, and i had no time to correct it. Well, this can be applied to life to isn't it? Once you've done something wrong, when you realised it, sometimes its just too late to correct your mistake.

After Amaths test, went Fajar for breakfast. Its been a long time since i've had Roti Prata for my breakfast, still its still one of my favourite breakfast of all times! Haha! (; Then went to see the boys played soccer, most of the time we girls are slacking. Minqian's my hero kk. She played so imba. LOL Well, i basically went in the court to play, if its out of 5 times i wanted to 'snatch' the ball, i pratically missed it 5 times too. -_- Short legs, what to do? :p

Then we headed to walk the Train Track. Well, its nice walking, excluding the fucking hard rocks, hard-to-walk-pavement, sorching sun, no toilet, then everything else was alright. I slipped and knock my ankle to something hard, rocks i think. Darn it, but at that point of moment, i can't feel anything. Kinda numb? Walking on the Train Track, listening to music, it just have the mood isn't it? You just got to think alot. But i'm not sure what im thinking.

My mind's confusing. Too confusing.

Somewhere only we knew.

2011-07-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hmm, long day i suppose. Had a terrible gastric pain in the morning, the pain was unbearable,. I could hardly sit up straight. Thanks to April for her oil (; Guessed it helps? Im going to carry oil everywhere i go, imj. Its useful anyway. Gastrci pain is no joke, really painful. And i really why did i have it. I did eat my breakfast! Hmm. ANd had my Physics SPA SKill 3 for O level, i guessed i did it ok? Because there's no distruption, no gastric pain after recess! And i slept duing the 1 hour like omg? i had more than half an hour i think hmm. i woke up like interval of 5mins, nad chekced my paper, and went back to my nap.

After school, went to watched the Greenridge idol. Dance Mania was great! Haha, wished i could dance like that! And the singing part, Ashiqin and Atiqah was great!!!! Though i think the guitar was too loud so it covered shiqin's voice ); But i love her performance! Atiqah was too nervous i guessed, but still able to pull through, like it too! If its me, i don't even have the courage to go up there!!!! haha!

Alright, its late!!!! Good night.
And i wondered, why did you leave?

Attitude

2011-07-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

What a day, short post it will be ok. Got to sleep earlier than yesterday! Just to keep myself more awake ); Dozing in class = not a good habit. Well, today's quite ok? I liek the afternoon. Peaceful afternoon, 4 person in a classroom, chatting, doing homework seriously, helping each other out, joking, swearing haha! That's just fun. If I'm 18, and i go clubbing and others, i prefer sitting in the classroom with friends, just chatting like this. Its nice, really.

Man i watched Love Keeps Going just now. I realised how scary girls can be. Cool or what right? But not really that case. Snatching other's boyfriend is just not right. And her bitch attitude make me wanna slap her. Sometimes, thoughts in your mind's being bitch, but just don't act it out -__- ok, sometimes i did that too i think. whatever, i apologise!!!!

And i said so many bitch tsk. time to go then, 1130 omg? bye! All the best to me for SPA. And my classmates too, whoo!!! (;

Change

2011-07-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today's topic i want to talk about is Changing. Its common how we find people complaining about their friends changing, or whatever. You know what i meant, their attitude, character, behaviour all this. Well, actually, we don't have a choice isn't it. There's probably too many things out there that can influence one person.

One's words, one's actions. Because maybe some people might be very important to us, their words and actions do matter to us. It would have a great impact on us, isn't it like this? And funny how people try to change those who've 'changed' back to what they used to be, but no. They failed. Because maybe they're not so important to them. That's what i found out today i guess.

ok, i've expressed my feelings. Random ones, whatever. speechelss naoz, bye!

G o n e

2011-07-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

Merely Impossible.

Oh hi, it's just another stay-at-home-watch-glee day. Hehe. As usual for my usual Saturdays actvity in the morning, Amaths. Can you imagine waking up at 6am in the morning, going to school by 7am and sit there struggle 1 and a half hour just to do 12 questions? Its insane!!! And i hate my careless mistakes, thats what make me pissed off in the morning! All the steps i took is corrects, its just in between in, i made a mistake, then everything is just wrong. Just like in life isn't it? Wow, from maths, i can relate it to life.

So this comes to my next point. This is just like what Mr Henry Koh said, he's the lecturer/teacher i should say in Ngee Ann Poly who gave us a talk on Friday's Ngee Ann Xperience. He gave us a good laugh, and i embarassed myself. He said "Home cook food" My ears ain't working i actually answered "what's that?" Students around who heard that must be thinking what a stupid fool she is. Omfg. ); It was really embarassed ok! Oh and i had a blast that day. Love it.

Despite me going home first, i am also the last one to meet my girls. How ironic~ And that embarassing moment when you're late for talk, you have to step in the theatre, with hundreds of eyes looking at you, its like omg so embarassing. (i realised i keep using emabarassing, sorry vocab bank failed) Had fun at New york New york with my girls. :3 Thanks CAL esp, :3 And careless me please, suggested to have the band, and i lost it. @#$%^&!

Back to today, i had my face washed at my aunt's shop. The thing is, i want to have a relaxation time, and sleep well. But there's this aunty who's so concern about her friend, she keeps talking. I can't blame her because i actually learnt something from her talk. There's this freaking uncle who had a china part-timer to go to his house to claen up i think? Or help out. He practically fancy her, gave her things and bla bla. The freaking worse thing is, he even wanted to give the his wife's present, which is a branded teeshirt, to that part-timer. This is absurd ok.

She's there too work, well, giving her things to reward her for her hardwork is ok, but asking 2 or 3 times just to give that branded teeshirt to that part timer is just ridiculous. And ok the couplae is old. But the man still touches his wife, forgotten some part. But i remember she said the wife askign the man, "why did you want to touch me?" He freaking says "I just want to please you" Well, words matter, the way you phrased it just makes you being misunderstood. And omg, adult world is really scary. I don't wanna step in. Gawd i don't wanna grow up -_- I rather had my o levels every year. Just kidding, i don't mean that i want to retain ok. pft

shit i really wrote alot today, its been 10 mintes i guess wow. Insanely mad, i just type like no tomorrow. Well, nvm, typing is free of charge. Blog is for you to rant and express yourself. I guess i have the rights to do this. What's more? This is my blog. I can do whatever i want anyway. Don't even know is there anyone who's reading this. Its too long, but i probably don't even bother reading it either! Haha!

Just to continue, but if you have the strength to ignore, go on, maybe it'll help you better.

Nothing happen?

2011-07-07T16:30:00.003+08:00

I guess i heard you saying this.

HI. What a day today, hehe. I am a bad listener. I am a bad speaker. What am i good at? -__- My listening comprehension just sucks, omg. Because i'm too clever. (: I think too much, i mixed everything up. I wanted to trust my intuition. But too bad, i chosed the wrong one. Guess i always took the wrong step? Yes i know i do. Whatever............... -_- (actually i mind alot) Well, i pretty honest here ok.

Love the SPA lesson today thanks to my bench people! Haha Zoey Ziayun Benediet, kidding Benedict. Because i finally got a good laugh haha. And thank gawd it's pair work, solo work is sho boring pwease! haha! I love PE today! I love playing Basketball all of the sudden! Although i'm sorry to my team mates but i tried my best to jump and shoot okay! And well done me, i snatched the ball from Vinoth, omg!!!!!!!! :D And i almost shot inside ok. I jumped for joy for nothing and fall because it didn't went in );

If i have a good voice, i'll be at the audition for Greenridge Idol already LMAO. ok seriously, i wanna sing well la. HI singing classes. fakeeeeeeeee LOL ok im really bored. Maybe i should watch Running Man, whoo new ep at Thailand :D Waited a week for it! :p And i'm looking forward to tmr, it's been a long time since i went out!!!!!!!! Hope to have fun tmr!

We can't go back.

2011-07-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

HI i'm back with a short post haha. Just feel like blogging, man i can't be addicted!!!! shit shit shit! haha, i became an active blogger ohno! Gosh, gonna be 11pm already shit! haha. Alright just to say i want to graduate faster! omg, don't feel like staying in that school like seriously, but i'll miss my girls. haha! :3 But i'll surely miss the school when i graduate, how ironic! tsk!!! And i can't access my twitter website again! Sickening like omfg! )'; Alright bye. okay, this was really random.

Overwhemled.

2011-07-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

Well, today, im not like this! Haha!!!!!! I'm not sure why! ok, just to exaplined more detailed. I had my o level chinese oral just now. I hope it worked out ok. Because i've speak up more than what i normally did. But i guess i keep repeating the facts, and i hesitated to read the words when i'm reading the passage. Biggest fucking mistake ); I was too nervous. I was even pinching my own fingers wadafa. omgee man. okay, i seriously hope i got a Merit. Because i know Distinction would be hard for me, Merit is already better for me. I once got a Pass wtf. because i didn't work up, i tried my best this time, so i hope it work out. (;

Alright, i want to have some nap edspite having some stupid noises from upstairs. Tsk, "goodnight!"

Stop looking

2011-07-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hello! Love my blog so i've come to post again! Haha. Well, today is just another day. DIdn't make it productive ); But i watched the movie i've waited for so so so long and love love love so much okay! Hehe, i am Happygirl95 today! (: And i have to admit, i'm doing something for a change. And it's getting better. I hope i can do like this for my studies too (;

See this?!?!?! OMFG!!!!! I watched it today hehe. Love it ttttttm! :3

See this too?!?!?! Love this drama! Will be looking forward to its next episode!

Watching this show make me realised that, girls or guys should never give their really really best into their relationship, i mean this is suppose to be right? But just to be sure that your lover would be true to you, don't trust them so much. Sometimes, suspecting them would be good. Or am i wrong? Should i just say, don't be too stupid to let someone used you in a relationship? ok, this seems better (;

Stop looking, would help?

I HOPE TMR WOULD BE A BETTER DAY.

Let it go?

2011-07-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

Well hi again. I just want to post becuase i just watched Love Keeps Going just now! Freaking addictive show! It haven't aired finish, i hope i'll have the patience to wait every monday for the episodes to come out. Really like the show but hate that bitch!

I just omfg spammed likes on tumblr. Haha, i go tumblr to like photos and to save photos. Great place to save photos. Just like twitter, you find pictures that describe your feelings, twitter shows you tweets that describe your feelings. I like it! :D

Well, sometimes, we got to let go of battles that can't be won right? It's not like what people says, don't give up don't give up. Some things are not mend to be, so we really have to let go. Just like Love Keeps Going, that fucking bitch don't wanna let go, so it just break up a good relationship. See what i mean? Some people got to let something go, in order to let other people happy. That's go sacrificing i guess.

But you can't take away people's happiness for the sake of yourself right? I know the world isn't fair, that's why people have to play a part, just to make the world better.

I try to feel you at the tip of my finger,

But i forget, i always forget I can't touch you.

Kick that habit

2011-07-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

well, hello again! I love my blogskin too much so i came back to blog again. Hmm, i'm weak huh? I cry easily? why? i don't know, i just can't control my tears. It's free flow, seriously. It just come out whenever i feel something sad or upset. Not for show alright, i don't even want to show that part of me to anyone, but too bad, i showed it. Dam it. I wanna control my tears, but i just can't hold it in.

AH forget it. Oh and i'm so gonna make full use of my DSLR after O's, gonna study it and take nice pictures. (; ah, can't wait. :D But there must be something nice for eme to take picture of! haha! Immortal Song 2 make me realised that actually, 1 normal song, can be covered into many different genres of songs. It's good you know!!!! They covered the old song, into super nice accoustic or into some modern song. Ah, and their voices is really nice.

No wonder i'm so into kpop, ok not so into, because i don't really know the news that fast except when i'm twittering and i saw some allkpop news hehe. alright, i'll go now, shall watch some videos. Maybe start a drama. :P

LUCK LUCK

2011-07-02T17:41:00.004+08:00

Yes, i've changed my blogskin, it looked nicer i guess. Now i love it simple. hmm, it's a saturday and i didn't do anything productive ); How to change sleeping habits? I'm always tired at home, and wanted to sleep, so i really went to sleep. What's worse? I set alarm, but i keep snoozing. Haix. Super bad habit.

Another sad thing is that, i've watched so many movies last time, now i cna't find any movies i like. ); Crap please. I want to watch Transformers naoz so badly. I guess i'm watching it next week if im not wrong. Chinese o level is next tuesday, i hope my sore throat cough flu is getting better? ); My voice sucks ttm. My voice would fade if i speak too long. Hmm..

You never knew.

2011-06-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

It's nice isn't it. (; Man, i'm second guessing. Is this motivational camp really really helpful to me? Hmm, it does give me a little motivation, i'm disappointed in myself because i didn't really stop procastinating. Well, i have no idea how to control myself. I have no self-control, in genereal.

I got a little 'something' so i decided to blog.

Sometimes you rather not know something, and be kept in the dark isn't it. Partly its my fault too i guess. Suffocating another doesn't make me feel good either. The worse thing is i've found out. ok im speechless now, i shall be off.

);

2011-06-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

I wrote alot yesterday regarding to the Motivational camp, but the internet explorer failed to respond and poof, the whole chunk of words are gone, freak! But overall i missed the camp and love it! Thanks to the trainers and 4/6's Freddy! ^^ I love most is the games, time spent together, most of all, 4/6 unity.

Today i failed to finish my homeworks again. Haix, fuck my laziness seriously! Wishing for a delete button for that won't work zz. "If it is to be, it is up to me." Yea man, Sunir's quote. Well, i want it, but i'm not trying to change it. -.- Irony huh! argh! kthnxbai.

Fun?!

2011-06-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hi im posting while im feeling giddy. Just feel like posting ); omgee, im back from Penang. Sick and tired ); Coughing like a mad cow, wtfa. Tmr having motivational camp, im kinda looking forward to it! whoohoo! You-know-why Just kidding. I don't know what am i talking about. But i need to get some slepe naoz. i don't wanna feel weak tmr! :D good night!

2011-06-14T17:15:00.003+08:00

@ 9th June, Wild Wild Wet with my girls. I love the day man! I got really roasted despite having no sun during the day. ); Dinner at Seould Garden, Minqian's treat because of a bet! hehez!! (; Then headed off the Sentosa Resort Hotel, man i can tell you that Singapore dam rich. Plasma tv for all the rooms, i guess good quality oven, hair dryer too. I l o v e t h e b a t h r o o m. Super nice la. But the drawer they put infront of the toilet bowl, makes me feel uncomfortable when i'm urinating! haha! What's more, the toilet has a weighing machine! omgee, its electronic somemore, cool or what? x) Then watch Somthing Borrowed at 1010 :D Its 2am+ and we're playing poker cards, im too tired and slept while watching powerpuff girls! lol!

@ 11th June, PC show & Orchard with Adela & Chantel. Great day! Hate the crowdness over at PC show at Suntec City, freak man! i hate squeezing around. ); In the end, Adela didn't get her camera ): Went 313 for my Big Bang tee at Uniqlo! Too bad there's no M size and no black colour ); Disappointed! Regardless of those, i still bought it though :X Oh and that's the 20.90$ Salmon i ate over at Greenhouse Cafe while sitting on a swing. Seriously, having a swing over at the restraunt is really a great idea. Couples and friends can enjoy there. (; But i think only has 2 tables of the swinging chair. haha.

@ today, amaths. Speechless!!!! Then my girls came over my house for lunch and movie! Minqian and April wasn't really watchign the movie, me and shuyi was really into. Minqian can be a real joker! LOL. It's freaking funny! I love you girls! :3

kk, seeya!!!!!!!!!

Love and Hate, this is life.

2011-06-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

I know im cute! Haha, loving this picture whoohoo. Okay, i have super high self-esteem, or rather, im used to saying myself cute, although i really know im not! Haha! Okay, stop insulting myself. Today is Band BBQ! Cool or what???? Well i really had a great day today. Went there and roller blade, well... 10$ 3 hours, $2 1 pair of socks, 15 minutes? I stopped playing it! Joke right? Waste my money! But then i realised i can't handle roller blading. Cycling is better! hehe.

Great memory of cycling too, friends from 2e2, during 2e2 chalet, taught me how to cycle! haha! I'll never forget (: Well, thanks friends! Then me christine justin farrell cycled quite a distance, then we're seperated. hmph! 2 of them go starbucks omg. the other 2 cycling to find them ); and i got really tanned omfg. I sincerely hope that thursday i won't become roasted/overcooked pig. lol!

Tiring day but i enjoyed! my hands are tired of typing, i'll just click. so bye!

If only i had a beautiful voice.

2011-06-05T23:06:00.006+08:00

Hehe that's my girls! April and Minqian! Went out with them on Friday 3rd June to watch Kungfu panda 2! Omg the movie is hilarious la! I laughed like throughout the whole movie? Haha! Seriously, baby po is super cute :D Oh yea and we went Jurong Point for the movie. April went home after that, and then me and minqian headed down to Queensway for our Everlast Singlet! (; Super awesome! Hehe. And we ate out dinner : Curry Chicken Rice ! Whoohoo love it :3 My all time fav curry chicken rice (: Then we went ikea for a walk! And cab home! Tiring day!

Next day, saturday night went to catch Insidious. Dam that movie, its nice and scary! Haha though it isn't realistic! And what's the best part? My scream became famous! Hehe, i'm shivering with fear, covering up my ears because im afraid to listen to the sound effects, and there, i got shocked and screamed. After that peopel starts laughing at me! Aww ); I had no idea how my scream sounded like, and how loud was it! Haha! But the whole cinema seems to heard it? And thought was the sound effects of the movie, alright, was my scream really that loud and professional? haha!

Man i'm proud of my scream! today tuition whole day then ahma house with my cousins. oh my gawd? my cousin is super professional in cheating (; can't beat him! hmm, went home and watched Immortal Song 2! Seriously, their voice is super powerful! Jonghyun cried like omg? I guess he's pressurized, and i cried with him! oh that was the 2nd time i cried while watching, first time is when Yoseob is singing, i guess the song was about his mummy, or maybe it is. Though i have no idea what was he singing, i was touched. (; Most of the audience cried too, its really touching la! :D

If i had a beautiful voice, i'll sing and sing and sing and sing. Though now i don't even have a beautiful voice, i still love singing (;

kk, i've done posting! ^^

How i wish i would demolish that wall.

2011-06-02T15:07:00.004+08:00

I really really really wanna demolish the wall! argh

Hi peeps, been a long time since i posted? I think. Hmm, im currently in love with Paradise Ranch, Haha! Im so gonna finish it by tmr, or maybe today! Just kidding! Im at episode 9 already, i started watching yesterday, isit too fast? Haha! I havent even finish Secret Garden :x I guess i liked this show too much! Or maybe i stopped Secret Garden too long, so im a lil lazy to continue watching. Moreover Changmin is cuter! :P Cause younger! Haha! Im joking again. Alright, im going to continue watching, maybe post later?

Oh and well. I really hate _____ being like this. ); 2503 :3 Bye!

Distance = speed x time.

2011-05-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

hi peeps, just a random post before i off my computer and head off to bed. Im super lazy now to start my homeworks, wanted to start, but i can't. Because the level of difficulty = omg. So i have to ask miss chai for help hehe. (excuses) Well, today is just another post exam activity day for us, which is intensive mother tongue and english lesson. I dozed off during lesson... Its expected.

I've been dozing off in class this few days. hmm. And i wanna buy a new handphone cover! ); Im so going to Jurong Point again after next week exams! Chinese o level > English oral > Physics Spa > Chemistry Spa. What is this? lol! Haven't even start preparing for chemistry spa, i guess we'll start tmr. We're having 2 period of Spa. ;eeks. );

"Distance = speed x time" formula doesn't really apply to human beings. Speed is fast, time is short, the distance would be further. Well, you should know what i meant. I really hate this feeling. And the unity isn't there anymore, i can't feel it.

Alright, i'll stop here. Stop pissing myself off, or rather, i want a good sleep for a better tmr. kk good night.

I see that space between us.

2011-05-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

I a m s h o t i r e d ! Though im not using this time to sleep but to use computer instead! Haha! Well, Chinese O level is around the corer, which is like 30th may? So we're having so mny intensive remedials! Haha, hope my chinese would improve this 1 week. Hmm, alright just here to rant... again!!!

For the past years, trying to get close is one thing. The 'best' thing is i dont think you realised what _ had tried to minimise the distance between _. In the end, you've chosen another road to go. Well, im not sure whether to dislike you or not. But this is kinda unfair? Don't you think so? -.-

bye, don't let __ ____ ___ ____.

NUUUUUU.

2011-05-18T11:34:00.002+08:00

hello everybody~ (baberella(?)'s voice) I am currently in my school computer lab as ms kwek has yet to finish marking our geography paper. So we're here to find our.. okay i dont know what. so i dont have my earpiece, how sad is this? No music gosh! Hmm, just got back my english results, and i finally passed it. Im going to work hard to get a better results! (;

Well, seriously, we can either blame ourselves for not understanding the questions or blame ourselves for not working hard or even blame the setter for setting such difficult paper. Haha, haix. All i can say is Fuck after i got back a sucky result and cry. That's what i always do gahgah. Okay this post seriously is crap.

But im really bored, so im spamming down here. After today is officially again lessons. Gah, no more slacking(?) . ); Hmmmm, i really hope my emaths paper 1 results would be very very very very good so i can at least maintain my A1. im really disappoint in myself for my paper 2. I really am. Now i realised my maths isn't as good as i thought. Well, its always like this isn't it.

Thinking you're good,but the results come out is a p i e c e o f s h i t. No expectations, no disappointment huh? I understood. But no expectations, how to work towards your goal? No hope, then what's life about? Ok, really i dont understand what im writing already. bye!

Lion King, ROARRRRRRRRR.

2011-05-14T11:55:00.002+08:00

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Yesterday was the Friday of 13th, so because of that, my results sucks? Haha, im just kidding. Im just super disappointed in myself. How can i fucking make the same mistakes over again and again? And i can make more then 5 careless mistakes in one paper, what's more? The marks was dedcuted away, fuck myself please. This is the worse paper i've ever done. Is it because im not using that pen i usually use? Is it because the weather is hot? Fuck please, no. I can only blame myself.

okay, enough. There's more actually, just dont want to bring it up again. I just hope my paper would really be well. Or i really want to kill !@#$%^&*()_@*((*^$&* cry my heart out. I might do foolish things and hurt myself of something. Haix. Oh and, yesterday evening was great.

Went to Shuyi house, then headed to lotone and met up my girls. We had lunch cum dinner, yumyum! I've been so hungry since school released us! Haha, finally can grab a bite. Its gonna be 530 so we went to school, take pictures and stuff. And went to Marina Bay Sands Theatre. Inside was great, even the cheapest ticket, sittign at the at most end, you can still see the whole performance! Great! Next time pay money go thre, we'll not be afraid that we're wasting money.

Except that only if the show wasn't great. And Lion King was a great muscial! Love the songs, and the story. I didnt watch the cartoon movie, so yea. I love Lion King haha! Alright, today im bored at home, at night having Ahma Birthday dinner, so bye!

one more day one more day one more day

2011-05-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

Well, mind if i say a few words? YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, im done with my words, so im procedding with my post. Oh yea baby, tmr is the last day of midyear! OH FINALLY, AFTER 2 WEEKS. I can feel the stress already, FINALLY. BUt im sorry im not really working hard for mid year, as you can see, im here posting? lol. Seriously, after a few days of studying real hard, then the other days im just giving up.

Its been like this for the past few years, what to do? Well, i can only either change my attitude, or change my attitude. Yea, thats it. And gosh the weather is killing me during exams this few days! The heat in me make me box someone! haha just kidding.

My grandparents are coming tmr too! :D Have to pack my rooooooooooom ); And my house seems to be like... Popular bookstore. Im serious! i have so many books, well assessment book to be exact and guide books. See im so hardworking! I did some of them alright... Hehe.

kk, now i only hope for a few things, which i cant say here. But i like the colour silver, its so cute. kk just kidding bye!

HI hot weather, you're as hot as me

2011-05-10T13:26:00.001+08:00

This is what you do when you're bored! take pictures of the pretty you! Hehe, well, high self esteem :D Alright, the weather is sho hot haha. And today rained, well for a while? then its hot again wowowowowowow, drough coming! just kidding. Regretted not studying weather and climate for physcial geography roar. Its much more easier than natural vegetation ); oh well.

Im going to practice emaths paper1, im so scared ); okay, byebye :3

1 more week!

2011-05-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hello! omg i've changed blogskin again, how cool. alright, 1 more week to go and mye is over! YEA PARTY AND PARTY YEA. :D okay well, im so tired this few days. hmm, i just hope i get god grades for mye ); Esp emaths..... ); Physics, ok i admitted i didn't study well, so im really going to flunk it. I didnt do so many questions, i regretted not studying.. some how.

okay, after next week, im free!!!!!!!!!!!!! for awhile, then prelim, then o level WOW. What a busy life. i want to go shopping wild wild wet and so many things haha, next up will be lion king with my class! whee cant wait to watch that romantic musical at Marina Bay Sands theatre omg. :D kk! seeya~

Library's ma friend.

2011-04-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello hello! im sho tired today and sho happy some how. today's a holiday for greenridgeans! :D so went library to study. i laughed alot because the library is full of greenridgeans, and the thing is, i get to laugh at other schools which are having school, hehe. no offence but i really do feel happy for some reason? lol!!! i know im mad.

omg, so i studied the whole day today, hehe. i mean like doing homework and stuff. hmm, then at night had tuition with april. haha! nice one, she 'designed' my calculator, and i know how to do almost every question in the test, how cool?! hehe, part is because ___ and another part is because ma calculator is with me, last week my calculator's not with me, andi cant do most of the questions, omg sad case. ...

alright, iim going off, im just using my mother's computer hehe, and my house gave birth to another computer! now my house has like 6 computers? -.- i mean like 4 laptops 2 desktops, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ZAI RIGHT? -.- kk bye!

Study > work > money > shopping

2011-04-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

o m g. i wanna work so badly, though i dont know how to write a resume and a cover letter. haha! Cause i need money! I find the beauty of shopping. It just really stree-free you. haha! can you imagine, whoohoo. Forgetting about studies is one great thing about yesterday, another? IS buying things that you wanted. Haha!

Alright, then im back to reality the next day, remedial from 7am to 12pm. Wow, great isn't it? it's school life! what do i expect? Well maybe more remedials? haha! Just kidding. Well i just watched a movie just now, Sharpay's Fabulous Advanture! Haha Movie is great, and i love the way she speaks. (: Like a totaly spoilt brat! And the guy's quite hot.

Well, we gotta trust ourself and really keep our heads down and fucking work for people. Hmm, trust ourselves. What a hard task to do. Alright, i'll do some chemistry and physics for tmr's tuition and sleep! i didn't had my afternoon nap just naoz. ): sad life, alright seeya!
oh and im alone at home, whee. how i wish i could shout... too bad, neighbours might think im raped? Kidding, good night!

Aches everywhere.

2011-04-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Ouchhhhhhhhhhhhh! ); After yesterday Napfa test, i've already predicted i'll have muscles aches everywhere! And what's more, the blue black on my arm is super duper pain! Can you imagine the pain? oh man, i bet you can haha! Everyone experience muscles ache after Napfa test, for some reason. :p

So, today ... nothing much, just pain and tired! Stupid iPhone alarm always don't work for me! I woke up an hour late! aaaargh. In conclusion, i slept for 2.5hour in the afternoon, oh my gosh, totally waste my time, could have completed my english, so i don't have to do it late at night ;p ); kk bye!

Bye band, hi studies.

2011-04-18T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hi all. its been a while i guess. Alright, i just stepped down from band, yay and aww. Cause i'll have more time on studies and free time, but sad to say have to say bye to band members and stop playing clarinet for a while. Obviously i will miss band. (;

Well, today is a fruitful day! Had napfa test, good job dijie! You've done your best. And today is the first time i got A for inclined pull up and one time try then pass standing board jump. Ignore the first try obviously. The guys distracted me and i fell, wadafa.

Alright, tmr muscles ache, f! kk! bye

Universal Studio.

2011-04-10T23:47:00.004+08:00

hello, omg. im actually posting at such late time. hmm, well i wanna post down what happened today. something big.. its my first visit to universal studio, omg :3 love it so much alright, although i didnt take lots of pictures. ); went there late because i was having tuition in the morning, how sad. went with cousins and my father. on the way, ate kfc in car, omg. yesterday whole day mac, today whole day fast food again, wtf. fat become fatter already, sad case.

alright then reached. aw man, my cousin walk dam slow. :p but first ride already we went to sit galaxia or galaxy or something. wadafa. so nice! scream like mad people, but seriously, you have to scream la dey. its super nice! :p andi finally got to sream like some mad cow. ahhh, i've been always wanting to scream my lungs out. but im laughing all the way when i heard my cousins scream. LOL and the mummy ride is super cool la. Effects = ftw. dam scary too, like some... 4d scary movie or something. then the water ride, jurasstic(?) park's, dinosaur. it was super scary in the blackblack hole. and looks scary because its like experiencing some flood and then we're on the safety boat trying to get some help or something. lol!

and then the dinosaur head was up there. and im like a lil kid, head down!!!! so yea, the boat can fit 9 people, all 7 have their rain coat, me and adela thought it would be fine if its not us who faced down while going down. okay, i dont know what im saying but like, so unlucky, we were the one facing backwards and went down the ''slope'', so we're totally wet. and my nf shorts were wet the whole dasy, till night, im serious! cause jeans material are hard to dry, regretted, gah. but im already glad im not so stupid, cause i brought slippers, hehe.heng ah! then we went to idk where, maybe the water world or something. wanting to watch the exciting show with explosion or something,, like what i watched in the television, but too sad.

weather delay, or maybe due to bad weather show was cancelled. so yea, we walked ran jumped .. and it rained. omg man. we're stuck at the shelter, actually wanted to take the mummy ride again, but sadly, we have to wait for the rain to be smaller and get to watch the monster show? so the rain did get smaller after a few minutes? and we ran under the rain, and so i did another i-want-to-do-thing! running under the rain! hehe. fruitful day huh. the show was great, it could be better because the audience which is us, didnt get so high, didnt scream when we were told to do so.

i actually was going the fell asleep till i heard Nobody. lmao! alright, then no show already, went to Hard Rock Cafe and wait for their call. while waiting went candylicious, bought 6.30$ candies. i hope i eat them well. (; then in hard rock cafe, omg, the food was so much la. and then i cant finish their fish and chips. onyl weijun ate everything, my mum and dad and jiayin too. only weijun ate finish her steak, okay, not bad. haha.

then home sweet home, omg. exams are coming, im still having fun, haha. totally not motivated zz. kk well im going to sleep now! nights!

Only hope

2011-04-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

hi im just randomly posting because i got to go soon. Just watched A walk to remember, reccomended by Minqian! Thanks ah! Omg love the movie. Its a typical love story alright, go watch it (; its worth your time. Learn about life. Learn how to change for a better. People whom you think you love, if they are able to change you for the better, they're worth your love. kk good night!

UNITY OF A CLASS AND SYF T.T

2011-04-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

4/6!

see that? its 4/6! my beloved class! Tell you something, i love my class hehe! my whole secondary school life, im so glad i have classes that are so united alright. though during sec3, we ain't that close, time pass, feelings develop. everyone should know that kind of feeling. haha!

alright, tmr is the big day. im so so so so nervous! well, im scare actually. i dont wanna make mistakes that screw everyone's effort. ); ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, okay. i'll stop being stressed up. let's do well GSB. you can do it, yea, we can do it. :D

Hi SPA and BAND.

2011-03-30T23:05:00.005+08:00

odd one out, or should i say, unique?

hi trying to upload pictures i took myself while im at the farm. Okay, this few days isn't a really good days. Haha, today was alright. Though this was the first time having morning band practice during weekdays, excluding band camp. its super cool! I can concentrate better in morning practice. :D

tmr! tmr will be performing at stage, i have no idea why am i so happy bout it, lol! But having O leve physics spa tmr after assembly, (; i can't put sad face, cos im so going to do well kk! (; I want to concentrate. So people after assembly fucking shut up kk.

Alright i wanna sleep now. Happy day up. :D

4/6's earth hour!

2011-03-27T16:07:00.006+08:00

happy day yesterday becaue of 4/6. Alright let's start from band exchange, went to pasir ris sec and yea. had fun i think. i did bad at performance, oh well. My face shows it all. went home, and slept, headache -.- went to zhenghua cc then. still having headache though, tried to be better and ofcos all the hyperness shake my headache off hehe! then april wansia shuyi minqian and me went around giving out flyers haha, sissors paper stone~ then went back. bla waited then we helped out at the hall. had so much fun like a mad person. Haha! Serious man, maybe vinoth is right, i didn't take my medicine! :p love the part when the lights are off at 830. :D Light sticks up, no one can see each other clearly. I pulled christine up the stage. And indeed, this is my best stage experience, i jumped like mad case. cause no one can see me anyway! then i won an empty bag. asshole, LOL. then i gave that bag to justin. ah, had so much fun when the lights are off. stupid weixiang and farrell step on my shoes like no tmr. my toe hurts so much ytd night! then we all had photograph session, hehe. as usual, me ailn always fool around at the back. some of them went back first, the others sat at the coffee shop and play. all of them said murderer shucks, so we just chat lor. haha! played stress with shuyi, dam stress kk. haha! then lrt with them home. Thanks christine for resisting the free cab. :3 and those people on lrt :D haha! HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH 4/6 LOVE THEM MUCH MUCH MUCH!

Eat Bowling Arcade~

2011-03-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

Winks*

oh hi! I'm currently waiting for my hair to dry, to kill time, i might as well on computer. Hmm, im super tired now. I bet my hands and legs will have muscle ache tmr. ); Intense training today huh! Morning went to school for emaths, didn't feel well, cause my hair sucks. My face so oily too. LOL! can't concentrate. Alright, then went lotone for breakfast, Murderer session with april wansia shuyi zoey minqian. Haha! Super fun as usual!

So we've all decided to meet later on for homework session. Went home, i slept again! And overslept -.-! Went limbang then lotone. and homework? I forgotten to bring calculator, wadafa~ Haha! Luckily im clever enough to finish 1 ws, and a half. lol! Met 4/6 and went gombak. Ate, 20+ girls squeezing at one table, how cool.

Though we've all enjoyed. We went void deck to play Murderer, haha! Fun~ Let's flyy~ then went starbowl. hehe, bowled. super stress today so didn't play well. lol! Then went westmall. On the way, April's slippers broke. WADAFA, I LAUGH TOO MUCH THEN MY SLIPPER BROKE TOO. OMG. KARMA. HAHA. CRAP SHIT NOOB OMG EW BLEAH ZZZ. LOL. Seriously man, i have this kind of ''curse'' or something where i always have this ''immediate retribution" LOL! Im so not joking! It happened quite a few times already.

Thanks misschai helping me pay for the slippers, though i have to pay her back :D Oh and arcade session was fun! My basketball improved, not bad~ hehe, went home around 10+++pm. oh miian, i so enjoyed today haha. and so...... my hair is not dry. and i ate too much junk food, my gastric pain liao! gotta sleep early, sleep away the pain~ bye!

Alone );

2011-03-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

I'm alone at home, so im sorry im contributing to global warming, but i have to keep the house as bright as possible. Hehe, i have no guts and im scared. Alright, this week is march holiday, im not sure whether this is a holiday to me, i've been going to school everyday, except for Sundays, omg.

And im so tired easily when im at home ); How to do homework -.- Once i open up my book, did 1 question, i go to bed to get a 2 hour nap. what the crap. Its always suppose to be 1/2 hour. ); And changed my blogskin, orange is hot okay. haha! SYF is coming, MidYear is coming, P3 concert is coming, SPA assesment is coming, omg wtf. -.- Most wth : school reopening. ~.~

... bye!

In school lab :p

2011-03-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps, im current in my school computer lab, cool or what. I left five mintues to post.
oh well, life is boring. For now, homeworks, undone homeworks, mroe homeworks. What's more? Homeworks. ); Tmr Band camp, hope it'll be fun though it will be very tiring, aww. okay, can't find nice pictures, just to update my super omg dead blog hehe.

Its over!!!!!! not.

2011-03-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

hello, im finding pictures, but the internet connection just sucks. okay, common test 1 is officially over. And its only common test 1, aw. let's work harder (: Have to pass my english ); oh and today SPA was a success whee! and band was fun [; im looking forward to tmr, let's not have anything to go wrong :D

oh you, yes you. stop going out of control, it irritates me, alot.

changed

2011-02-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

oh hi! i've been doing amaths the whole morning, i totally have no mood to do it at night. tmr i'll do it. went shuyi's house today, not as hardcore as yesterday, oh and hardcore, i mean, laughing. haha, today is serious. At least i did something. went home and slept. i was super tired form morning amaths session.

woke up and had tuition. And i watched Mean Girls 2. The show totally rock. Oh man, those high schools girls are just bitchy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but the movie was great. :D

Skills? Timing?

2011-02-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

It require you to have the right timing, good skills to take a good picture.

hello, 2 papers more to go. And i did not on my computer. I was using my mum's. Just wanted to express my feelings here. Ffrom last year, i failed my physics, this time round, i passed. Im not sure whether is it because the paper is quite easy or i did put in effort.

But for other papers, i may not be too sure whether i could pass or not. Haix, sorrow sorrow.

Hi common test 1.

2011-02-19T16:57:00.003+08:00

books words etc.

Common test is coming. And of course, blogging is not a priority to me right naoz. Books is, but too sad. Its so hard to be best of the best friends with them. But its okay, i will try to have a good relationship with books, oh well, my brain too. ohoh, memory too :D

Im sick, so sad. My stomach aches, because of crabs. Oh crap ); Haha, is this some kind of like, you shouldn't do something, cause you'll have to face the music. So is it like telling i can't eat crab because the consequences is i have to bear the pain from stomach aches? );

Im gonna eat porridge ); And plain bread. OMG. ); I can't even eat hot dog bread. Ew ); kk, im going to watch Romeo and Juliet Whee! Its the guy that play Jack Dawson who's acting ! Wowowowow, 1996 movie. Whee and its romance how cool! I've been wanting to watch everytime. Hope its as nice as Titanic :D bye!

Weirdo.

2011-02-13T08:45:00.002+08:00

hey guys, its been one week after chinese new year, and i miss those days. haha, monopoly deal, eat eat eat, go visit relative's house. And getting angbao, and for the first time in my whole life, this year is the first time i watched a movie in Penang, wowowowow. lol! At Queensbay, theirs is Golden screen ' ' something outrs is Golden Village, lol! And for the first time in my life, the car broke down, according to my father, the car ran out of battery, so we have to push the car.

It was super epic alright. 4 girls there pushing a car, how ... omg! lol! People looking at us like weirdos only. And then came my cousin and her boyfriend, 1 try with them, the car worked. Whoohoo, how come add another 2 person then the car wil start moving? lol! Alright, i'll post more later, i think? bye!

Valatentine's tmr :D But no smileys for me. HAHA! tmr will be another normal school + band day );

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-02T17:15:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps, its finally chinese new year. Hehe! Short post this will be. Im going to Penang today, muahaha. Hoep its fun! Usually it is! :P And hope this year too! kk, i gtg. Hehe, bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Hi rain~

2011-01-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiie! Its been raining, like the whole day man! I said, the whole day! Omg, shiok or what! Ahhh, im going to sleep early today! (; So cool, no aircon today i think (: im having slight flu, omg not good! And i finally taste BA GUA :D Its been so long~~~~ LOL Imma pig, i know im fat but whatever! I just i wanted to have, my father bought it already. telepathy? :3 hehe, alright! School tmr, gosh -.- Bye!

Exchange Programme

2011-01-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

Morning was late for Amaths, luckily Mr koh did not go into the matter of late today. Then went off for Band Exchange Programmes in Dunearn Secondary School, with 4 other schools which is Dunearn Band, Bukit Merah Band, Teck Whye Band, Woodland Rings Band and of course Us.

Through this exchange programme, i learnt what's our mistakes, i think. And other schools played well too. We're the first band to perform, and performance came out bad. Seriously, haha. And i hate how people point fingers at me. I can see that girl is pointing at me -.- I still stared at her while playing wth. Distract me! She have no rights too. I shall not indicate which school. It'll be pretty embarassing for her, or maybe them.

I dd not offend them in any way? Like what the fuck? Crap, totally spoil my mood that moment. Jokes, not jokers. Hope the other schools do well for their SYF. (; After band went Ahma house with Sean. Haha, Crystal Natalie Sean Me all doing homework, how guai. Obviously i did not finish any. Cause too distracting. LOL! :x ahh, and the pillow fighting, totally brings me back to the past.

And oh, i managed to find the pictures, how pro? :D

Angle of Life.

2011-01-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hi, im so tired after a long day. Morning 2.4 run, omg, im fat short lack of stamina. Totally, i can't run, run abit, my stomach or somewhere near my stomach starts to ache, omg. ); . Hmm, after that, Phsyics test. Omg, the refraction index and critical angle totally make me headache. Miss chai's hand was injured, hope she recover soon. (; Target setting.... haix. I have sucha lousy sucky freaky assy results last year.

Went to lot one to eat with Shuyi April Minqian, ah, the whole week i only can eat with them on Friday haha. Went home to shower and went out with April to bugis. Indeed, Bugis didn't have much people during friday afternoons, but its a different story when it comes to night. Haha, bought all the things already i guess.

kk, hope i enjoy tmr and we'll play well! :3

Conversations for hours, not.

2011-01-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, rushing a post, so i can go watch love buffet. Monday routine? Always watch Love buffet, hehe. School is okay today. Band had to performed for Secondary ones today. I guessed its too sudden so the song don't really have emotions? hmm, in my opinion, because for me, i didn't .. you know. haha, Saturday will be having an exchanged programme with others schools. Hope i enjoy. kk bye!

And i love Jojo's How to touch a girl! Great song, don't judge the song by its title (:

Family reunion dinner. [:

2011-01-23T17:02:00.002+08:00

meow, im at my grandma's house now. Using huiwen's laptop, maybe not hers, is her parents'. Morning tuition super embarassing, opps. Don't want say hehe. Went jurong point after that for lunch and shopping! Finally got the shorts i wanted, hehe. :D Super happy! All cutting for all shorts are so different! Joker.

Now at ahma house and huiwen is memorising her spelling, super funny. Haix, then i remembered i have to memorise History geography chemistry science chinese social studies. -.- okay, sua. lol! Too many things la. omg, so stress, fake.

Toshiba's laptop keyboard so nice, make me wanna type and type, but i have to stop. i'll go find some blogskins, hehe. im bored of mine, okay. bye!

SHOPPPPPGINGINGINGINGINGING!

2011-01-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

i can't find you, and i don't want to anymore.

Hey peeps, or rather hi blog. Cause don't even know whether people is reading anot. Okay, its not been a very bad week for me this week except for my mens came cause i found the reason why i've been emoing. Okay, whatever. Today class decorations, too bad i didn't stayed the whole day, having tuition with April at 5pm. Ah, busy life.

Im so sorry to Zia yun to have him to wait for me at the MRT, lol! to give me my pencil box and my amaths worksheet. Super guilty. ~.~ And i can't wait for tmr. Finally i got to go shopping! Hope my legs won't go tired, and trains won't get so full at night. I want shop till night time la ); Want to buy everything i need. Bags, clothes, shoes... :D With s? omg, whee. LOL! Love my dad, keke. $.$ But i don't love him just for this of course, im not a bad girl ok.

ok, i so have to go. Tmr cannot be late for Amaths or else = oh my hi hell already.

miss snow/ );

2011-01-18T23:02:00.004+08:00

man i miss snow.

i on-ed computer on weekdays. Fuck, broke my own promise. lol, but just to download songs. I wanted to download Joo's bad guy so much. That song is in my head for the whole day. And i give up on some thing. I really couldn't continue that ' ' anymore. I really can't take it. Don't make me hate you1, seriously. And i can't hate you2. Its impossible to.

Ahh, now i want to focus on studies. And tuitions kept me busy, oh, and homeworks too. I want to see snow so much. If only i can do homeworks in the snow, sleep in the snow, be friend with the snow. I won't be so lonely...

Snow, i need you.

2011-01-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

Second week of school days just ended, isn't it fast? Haha, homeworks doubling, stress doubling. Cool isn't it? But everything will be worth, i hope. I wish. Hmm, watched Dream High. Hmm, everyone will do anything to achieve their dreams, or they will do anything to win their enemy. Isn't it?

The words that provoked you, those words that makes you fury, makes you want to win them badly or maybe, eagerly. Sometimes its bad, sometimes its good. It proves how good you can be, but it proves that, you don't have the talent. You only wanted to win isn't it? To prove to the other party, you can do it, and don't want them to look down on you..

okay, the second part is so irrelavent. Ah, and Wooyoung Taecyeon is totally hot in Dream high. Suzy is pretty, i love her cool character. And for Eunjung, i liked her at first, after her devil looks came out, ... you know i know.

Ah, i really need snow. Have to calm my feelings down.

2011-01-12T16:12:00.002+08:00

hello, life now, is like, studying all day? Although in school we had laughters, i can't be that slack already. Aigo, everyday come back school = homework. Haix, asking myself, where's the fun. Obviously, is everywhere, is how you make it fun only. True right? Just like doing homeworks, although you said you don't like it, that's me who said it, you just have to make doing homework fun.

But its a bit hard i guess, maybe not abit. Alot? Haha. Yup and ''We all start out the same, Then some of us get more interesting'' , life is how you make it to be. If you don't bother, then your life would be as boring as a plain sheet of paper. Some people would have a larger imaginary mind. A blank piece of paper, you can imagine that there's lots of things in it. Bla bla and etc.

Got to go, haha. Time is running out. Like what mrs soon(?) told us, teachers calculated the total days we will study, although we said to have hundred days or more to O levels, but after calculating, everyone only have about 30+days to study, which is like only one month. ah, how terrifying. ... bye!

Shopping (Y)

2011-01-08T21:00:00.001+08:00

What a super freaking oh my god tiring day! Went to Singapore Poly today. Erm, sorry to say, but Ngee ann's open seems more fun and they are more friendly. :x But the course im interested is in Singapore Poly ): . What should i do? LOL.

After Singapore poly. Oh gosh, its shopping time! (Y) Haha, finally bought some clothings. :D Like finally huh? I super love my high waist shorts, muahaha. Although ma stomach big :P And expensive -.-!

keke, when will more of this days come?! Haha, i haven't buy bag! So i have to go one more time! ): hehe, bye!

Poly life?

2011-01-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

hi, its been long since i posted, i guess. School started for a week already. And i think im quite used to it already. After coming back to school for the first day. i didnt feel that im just back from my holiday, it feels like a weekend just ended and school started again.

Homeworks are getting more and more. Or i could say, there are still unfinished homeworks, that's why i have many homeworks. School rules are stricter. Good luck to all.

Today had a great day at Ngee Ann Poly. Polytechnics are having open house, as a Secondary 4 student, i guess we have to go check it out. After going there, despite going to Singapore Poly that time for my AEM. Once again, i wanted to say. Poly life, is scary yet fun. A new life again, after studying for 4 years in a school.

Just like leaving 6years of primary school life to Secondary school isn't easy for me too. Ifear alot, in the end, my life in Secondary school came out fun and great. But things sorta change hen our minds are getting more mature. And we started to think much more than we usually does. Maybe its only my thinking? im not sure. I guess im true.

Poly is complicated. It has so many schools in it. Today i went there, i didn't find any courses that caught my eyes. I guess its hard to choose. Cause out future depends on it. Mostly. The students in NgeeAnn are kinda, sociable. I mean, of cause they must be, they are the Abassodor.(?). I'm interested in Business, Events Management and Psychology. Business, i guess because i think its fun and kinda handable? Maybe? Maybe not? Dont really know what it does. And events management, always wanted to be part of it when you have to organise something. It seems pretty fun.

Obviously, before the fun, you must be prepare for work. Paper work and stuffs. Psychology, im am so wanna find out what's in a person mind. Why they behave this way, why do they have the thinking. I guess, i also wanted to find more about myself. Saw this course, what couselling. It seems great.

And, students in poly. Are not really shy i guess. Is it because they've grown? Or they're already grown ups? Hmm, maybe there are some who are shy, its only because today i've seen none. Everyone seems friendly. And poly life seems really fun. Having more and more friends. And going through the process which you're going to ba an adult soon.

Okay, i've talked a lot. Because my father's lappy is just so nice to type, small and .. i dont know. The key pad is super nice to type on. Haha, its just so addicting, i wanna type more. Haha. I left one more year in Greenridge. I really can't bear to leave the school. Er, honestly speaking, is i can't bear being seperated from my friends. Maybe we'll meet again. Of course we will. But not so often. As we're in the same class before. Going out... Espicially you all know who you guys are.

Its been 4 years since we're all together. From strangers, to friends, to good friends. Who we're always together sharing troubles to each other. And i hope things wouldn't change if we've graduated or now. I hope we're all as happy as we are last time. laugh together, angry together, gossip together, all the stuffs good friends would do. Im real happy to have you guys. I mean, real happy to know you guys.

okay fuck, im crapping bye.

Bye holiday, hi school.

2011-01-05T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hello, just a few days back. One day before school reopens. That day was super great. Marina Barrage picnic with April Ailn Minqian Shuyi Justin Farrell. (; But unfortunately, its raining that day. So we didnt went up there to fly kite while picnic. We picnic indoor, i mean under shelter and played murderer. After that, water tme. Its super cold cause its raining and windy.

Opps, Im exposed. ); Shh. After playing, changed. It stopped raining a little. So we went to fly kite, and took some pictures. Afterall, it was a great day. The finall holiday-day i had.

School starts, everything became strict. And, good luck everyone. (;

miie b3 aa n3rd.

2011-01-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! Im a nerd! Haha, i am going to be. I wish to be one! Gonna pin up my hair everyday to school next year. Principal super ass! New i mean. Super strict la, argh. Can't she be a bit relaxing, still young right? Must understand nowdays kids. And, let me fucking drop my pure science if i can't cope!

Just came back from a Wedding dinner. Whoo, the bride pretty. (; , yellow gown. Super smexy. I like! (Y) Hmm, Sean grew so tall. Lmao! I miss all those ahma-house fun. Miss my childhood. And hey, happy new year people! In 2010, many things happened, unhappy and happy. But the thing is, it passes so fast. And this year, o levels. Haix.

First thing first, in 2011...

Get less than 15 for o levels!!!!!!
Get a new phone.
Brave enough to put up braces to cover my fugly teeth.
Healthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone!!!!!!!
Be a happy girl.
...
Sleep early!
Able to do homework!
Become smarter!
Pay attention in class

okay whatever, all related to studies. lol! okay, bye!

Band BBQ

2010-12-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

1150 assemble at school. I was early, not really very early. Waited for some people, and headed East Coast Park, with not really a happy feeling. Cause its raining, and bla. Reached there, there were sunshine. And i did enjoy, luckily. :D Hmm, the food nice. LMAO! I know im fat, but whatever. Rode someone else bike, cool. At least i still know how to. And, woaw, i washed my hair there. haha.

Taking pictures with strangers are nice. Haha, but troublesome to the other people. And, omg, i dont want to be tanner. lmao! i can't see the difference, so i think i didn't got tanner. :P kk, bye.

Baby~

2010-12-27T20:07:00.004+08:00

Hello, super high nao. Just now watched T-ara hello baby. Mason Mavin Maden, is totally evgel. Evil-angels. Haha, super cute! I miss SHINee and Yoogeun's times. Ahhh, haha. Recommanded to watch it :D Now i know most of T-ara. Cool.

And guess what, i finally got my Winne the pooh phone cover! Thanks mum~

tuition tmr, cca too. Ah, busy life again. Sian ttm. Bye, wanna enjoy the last day of my holiday for 2010. :p ); . After this week, hello 2011. I hope you'll be chinhan chinggu with me :3

Rainy Christmas.

2010-12-25T22:35:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone ! :D

Hello! Today is Christmas, most people will be partying or celebrating with friends. As for me, im celebrating with my mum and my aunt. Went Bpp's daiso and bougth alot stuff. And went lotone for clothes. At least i bought 2. ^^ And then at night, dinner with parents, at lotone again -.- LOL! My father changed his phone to Samsung Galaxy, i hope he knows how to use. Or he'll always be asking me. quite okay ah that phone, i think.

Oh and i've started watching Marry me, Mary/Mary stayed out all night. Hehe, ncie eh, heng i watched ep1. Cause its funny and i know the story better. Haha. Cause i watched some part in Sg and Korea. Too bad Korea don't have Subtitles. :p

And, today is.. my beloved Sister/CAL Minqian's birthday! ^^

Hello minqian! :P Woaw, finally your birthday huh! Happy Birthday and merry christmas! ^^ Today is the day, when finally no one can say you're younger than who who who. Haha! But next year, same thing will happen again! Hehe, but don't take it at heart lah. You know we're all kidding (; . I wanna thanks you for being sucha great friend and helping me... with some problems haha! I hope i helped you too. Keke, remember the big fight we both had? FUCK OFF. LOL! I'll always remember la. So epic sia. But seriously, its really a big fight. ~.~ But afterall, we're still nice now. *Big smile. :D Okay, nothing liao. Hehe, got alot to say, but like don't know how and what to say. LOL. going to 3years, since i know you. Cool right, its gonna be longer right! I hope ^^ kkkkkkkkkk, once again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! :3

Gulliver's Travel.

2010-12-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

Annyeong! (; Had a great day with Benedict Minqian Ashqin Vinoth Jason Zhanyuan Farrell today. Went HomeTeamNS for bowling this morning.. early in the morning. But then they are having some event. Pft! So we went to WestWood Bowl for bowling. Its very expensive there ); So we bowled, love the pins there, hit and fall easily. I almost got 100 okay.

Went to westmall after that, for movie. Zhanyuan and farrell didn't join us for movie. No 3D. Heng ah. Movie was great. Recomannded. (; No hot guys this time, haha. But great story line. And one thing, i hic cup the whole day, with pauses. Luckily i didn't hic cup during the movie, after the movie then i hic cup. So epic!

Hmm, went lot one, gave Minqian's her present. Happy advance Birthday my beloved. :3 Then we played cheat, Jason super fail. Even wind don't like him. Super epic, can't describe here. And murderer too :p kk, merry x'mas eve peeps.

Finally?

2010-12-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

Oh hi there. Im using my mum's computer. I love the keyboard! LOL! Its so soft? I type quite fast with this, i mean very comfortable. But with lots of mistakes. Eh, and downstairs connection sucks. Im finally going out with friends after my holidays. But sorry to say, i miss my holidays more than going out with friends. Haha, just kidding.

Eh, i kinda like H.O.T ! Haha, tony's funny! :D Jung Juri is under Tony's. Woaw! Lol! okay, whatever. Bye, i wanna post because i wanna type more to try out the keyboard :P! And i lvoe it. Okay, im so crapping here. (:

Hey you.

2010-12-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

Meow, i wanna be a cat. Cause its cool. Its style. Aiks, after this week, will be busy. And i can't sleep later. Oh my gosh, i hate busy life. Fuck it hard man. I miss Holidays, i mean real one. Im going to watch more shows. Cause i don't have time next time. I wanna change for the better. But i keep get stuck. You know why. Stubborn-ness. Shit, i hate that. What a pig i am.

Dislike indirect insults. Although i did that to other people too. Pft, whatever. Its the same, what goes in, comes out. Ah, what am i talking. Tata.

Simple.

2010-12-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

I miss korea, alot.

Im going simple. Thats why i changed my blog skin. Cool right? Its so plain and white. I didn't want things to be complicated, just like my blog skin. Ah, thats what im thinking now. Because, im always complicating things. Overthinking things. Im going tuition later. Time really flies this year. 2 more weeks? or 1, school is starting. Its like, not too long ago holiday just started. I wanna go back to the time, where i have so much time. lol, bye.

Overthinking.

2010-12-21T15:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, im back from my holidays, officially. Im not going to post what happened in Koera, cause im super lazy. I'll just post those photos on Facebook. Oh, i just came back from Genting. Cool outing i guess.

First day, didn't go Theme park. We went to play Pool/Snooker. What's the difference. Oh miiian, i really don't have the skills. Haha, im so serious. Its really a funny pool session with Jialong Jiayin Chantel Adela Weilin Weicheng. They're all my cousins. There were 2 tables, one for pros, one for.. noobs i should say? Thats us ofcos.

Second day, i love it the best. Okay, we went theme park. Weilin Adela my father and me went first. Others... taking their time. Oh, and my faher's friend. We went to play blablabla. I love the i-dont-know-what-ride. The one who have someone who died one.. lol. Super great. Aiya, then the day goes on. At night, watched Tron :3 I love that main character! Im going to find out his name later on. (; Sam flynn, in the movie. Haha, we bought 15 seats, premium. Premium and normal, they only have RM1 differnece. Oh, the movie was 3D.

It toally fooled us. The movie, is only blurred, wore the 3D glasses then become clearer. Not much of a differnece. I mean, not much 3D effects. Haha. -.- Im not laughing. Okaay, movie was simple. But i love him. Wheee. At night went shopping, but i bought nothing. Im so in love with the wallet, ); But did not have it. haha.

And today. Nothing much happened. Home at last, but i don't like it. That's all.

Replacement.

2010-12-18T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hi! Let's talk about the first day.

Oh my gosh, im so excited when im in the cab, on the way to Changi Airport. Cause im going Korea! The place where i begged my parents to bring me. So, met Adela Weilin Aunt, so checked in, and ate. Saw the family thats taking Korea Air with us. We didn't greet. Watched Grown Ups on the plane, and half of The sorcherest(?) Apprentice. And, i went vomit, a few times. Expected. Horrible plane flight. );

So, we reached, and our Tour guide, is about 40years old+ i suppose, married with 2 kids. We have to wait for the other 27 people from our tour to reach Korea. So we went shoping i the early morning, about 8am+ Korea time. Shops were not opened. And underground shopping, not much shops were opened too. I am so in love with Dunkin' Donuts. Singapore have it right? ): Oh, im in love with their Hot chocolate btw.

Went back to the Airport to fetch the 27 people. And headed to Everland :D I wanted to sit on the Rollar Coaster ); But weather too cold, so my cousins didn't want to. In the end we only sat on the pirate ship. Although it went up high, i guess the width of the ship is too big, so it didn't came out scary, but came out cold. But its dam shiok. At night, Fireworks, i only heard the sound, ''boom'' . Didn't catch it, cause i took a bus back the ... i dont know where.

After that we went, Dongdengmen, whatever the spelling is. The time is too freaking short, so i didn't shop much. Sad case, then in the hotel. Omg, they actually have an Adult channel, and i accidentally watched it. Cause i was changing channels. But i didn't watch finish, like obviously. HAHA.

Erm, so long. I can't rmb what i did on the second day. LOL. Won't be uploading photos, freaking lazy. :p, i will, but not now. haha!

Oh, i know im a replacement. Whatever, you don't have to repeat. Well, you didn't say it directly i know. Just, spare a thought for others will you? What a slut.

Oh im ranting, i dont exactly know who is it. -.-

I'm back!

2010-12-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hello! Back from my korea trip, oh miiian. I miss korea so much ); And... LOL! I will upload the pictures tmr, im so lazy now. Now's already 18dec, so i can say that im going Genting tmr. lol! keke, later in the afternoon then i post what happened. Cos... I can't rmb. Cos all the moments are randomly popping in my head, haha.

2010-12-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hi! In airport now, going to eat! Whee, finally. NOMNOM. (; I'm going Korea and genting. ^^ LOL!
Kk, I'm going Mia. Haha. Hope I get use of the food there, and the weather.
Keke, please please please, oh my, I'm saying 3 please, now 4, I don't wanna get dizzy.
Car sick, plane sick, bus sick, ferry sick. GG.COM.CN.
Haha, dang. Kk, got my apple soda. Bye byebye!!!

Coming! :D

2010-12-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

Oh miiiian! Tmr is coming! 10 Dec :D Hehe, can't wait. I hope its super super fun! Peace! Today was a fun day? HAHA! Yup it is. Morning woke up early to meet April Shuyi Benedict to go HometeamNS. Hehe, played bowling, gosh! If only i have more strength, i could have played better! Im serious, haha!

After that, Shawn April Benedict Shuyi me went ITE college west to eat lunch! :D Bought 2 packet of Sticky, oh miiian! I've been longing for it ! Haha :3 kk, then me and april have tuition ); so tired during tuition. LOL!

Peace!

Early sleep!

2010-12-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hi! I wanna change for the better! No la, siao. LOL! I mean sleep early today, haha. I think i've become a retard sleeping so late in the night. ... , i mean, like, i don't remember things, and acted slowly, LOL! Whatever, hehe.

Today after tuition not going to on computer already, hehe. Today morning went to see doctor, gawd. 3 medicine, and one, i have to apply that-thing on my ulcer, wth. LOL! Its like no use, cos i'll swallow the medicine, after opening my mouth so long, many salivia produced. LOL!

I'm talking science, cool or what. I just watched Pokemon movie.. again! Haha, i wonder will there be a REAL pokemon movie when the world gets more and more technolgy. Haha, Pokemon the movie 7 - Destiny Deoxys , " Now wherever they go, they'll always have each other. " So cool right, this movie is about friends. Erm, should i say, all pokemon is talkingt about friends, but with different stories.

Yea, i think this is how it'll go. Haha, oh yea, i left 2 days. And i'm so lazy to pack. Just naoz pack abit, later gonna pack abit again. 8 hours of flight, oh man, i need music to accompany me. haha! There's no internet on the plane right? ... Obviously, oops. Haha, kk! Seeya

Waiting!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 3 more days! Im waiting! Haha, korea im coming! Friday 8pm have to reach Airport. Just now went to Chinatown there to listen to the talk. Im going with Jun Air O:

Today morning tuition till 11am with April. Went out with her to Bugis and Queensway. Oh man, we spent so much in sucha short time, haha! Bugis is money sucker ); LOL! Serious man, too many clothes, haha :3

After that, went chinatown with mummy. Wow, all old people there, keke. I havent been there for so many years, or should i say, i didn't go there before, i think haha. Old shops, cheap things, i think. Waited so long for the talk to start. LOL! ALl the uncles aunties so joker eh! The girl say the hotel got casino, one uncle asked, need to pay $100 anot, HAHA!!!

oh man, no shuaige went just naoz, i hope have la! ); 10 people including me sitting Korea Air, other 27people different airline, LOL! They have extended 3days to Shanghai we don't have. We come back, next 3 days go genting, LAUGH OUT LOUD.

kkk, im looking forward :D!!!!

Fahrenheit !!!!!! :3

2010-12-05T22:22:00.006+08:00

Ain't they hot stuff? They are Fahrenheit Fei Lun Hai :D Today went Novena Square with Shuyi and Wansia, we waited and waited. Fucking auntie infront of me super guilan. She's the one pushing back, still say we're pushing her. Fahrenheit coming out, fans from behind started pushing infront, this is unaviodable. Still, i scolded fuck. lmao! -.- Then that fucking auntie, say don't push, then suddenly pushed me behind.

Tmd, i oi back -.- Tmd sia, ccb. ._. The face like crap only, crap, i mean shit. lol, have offence (; . She really pisses me off. So we went out, slack awhile, whatever. Then we go queue up. The queue got nearer and nearer, i started to feel nervous, they are so close to me, omg. And im going to shake their hands, this is not what i expected, lol! And, omg. They are so hot, had eyes contact with them. Their hands, so warm, so big, so man. AaronYan, so cute and hot. Calvin, smile {: Jiro's coolness. Wuzun's friendliness. Haha, so cute la all of them (;

After shaking their hands, i feel like crying. LOL! Too happy, and unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!! If i were to be able to hold SHINee's hands, ............................................... i can't imagine! :3 haha. After that went BUrger king eat, then went home. Shuyi go mediacorp see FLH. ); Sucker, HAHA.

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